I have so much hope for the future. I don't quite know what it will entail but I do know for the first time in a long time I am completely happy. I am living my life for myself and no one else. And it feels so good. It may sound completely selfish but I don't care. I wake up smiling and go to bed the same way. I couldn't ask for anything better. I hope everyone else gets to feel the same.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
25 things to do while 25
So it's officailly my birthday. A birthday I've been dreading. A reality check that I am growing up. I need to accomplish things in my life and I thought a fun list would help keep me on track.
1. Learn Photoshop
2. Skydive
3. Learn Yoga
4. Take more pics
5. Go to museums/art stuff
6. Take advantage of the beach
7. Learn to run
8. Be more green
9. Experiment with food
10. Do the IV Loop
11. Volunteer
12. Save $$
13. Read more- go to library
14. Laugh A LOT!
15. Find a career
16. Get into law school
17. Go to the doctor
18. Wear sunscreen
19. Do Vegas right
20. Be more confident
21. Be more selfish
22. Take chances
23. Put more effort into friendships
24. Scrapbook more
25. Be happy and fabulous!
1. Learn Photoshop
2. Skydive
3. Learn Yoga
4. Take more pics
5. Go to museums/art stuff
6. Take advantage of the beach
7. Learn to run
8. Be more green
9. Experiment with food
10. Do the IV Loop
11. Volunteer
12. Save $$
13. Read more- go to library
14. Laugh A LOT!
15. Find a career
16. Get into law school
17. Go to the doctor
18. Wear sunscreen
19. Do Vegas right
20. Be more confident
21. Be more selfish
22. Take chances
23. Put more effort into friendships
24. Scrapbook more
25. Be happy and fabulous!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
24 things that make me happy on my last day of being 24
1. Clean apartments
2. Kisses from grandma
3. Hanging out with Cassie Cassie
4. Shopping with sister
5. Hulu
6. The beach
7. Curled hair
8. Zuma cuddles
9. Santa barbara
10. Exploring
11. Not driving
12. Big sunglasses
13. Going outside and it smelling like flowers
14. Picking oranges from our orange tree
15. My friends and family showing they love me
16. Seeing the new Gwen purses at nordies
17. Moving on
18. Birthday dinner with people who love me
19. Naps
20. Early birthday presents
21. Being a smart older sister
22. New shirts
23. Refills on my fruit punch lip gloss
24. Bubble bath
2. Kisses from grandma
3. Hanging out with Cassie Cassie
4. Shopping with sister
5. Hulu
6. The beach
7. Curled hair
8. Zuma cuddles
9. Santa barbara
10. Exploring
11. Not driving
12. Big sunglasses
13. Going outside and it smelling like flowers
14. Picking oranges from our orange tree
15. My friends and family showing they love me
16. Seeing the new Gwen purses at nordies
17. Moving on
18. Birthday dinner with people who love me
19. Naps
20. Early birthday presents
21. Being a smart older sister
22. New shirts
23. Refills on my fruit punch lip gloss
24. Bubble bath
Monday, March 15, 2010
Love
How can you tell if you ever really loved someone? Sometimes I look back and think of some of the really good times we had together. We really did have some good times. Those good times became fewer and far between. But love has more to do with having fun with someone. I am not sure if I ever truely loved him though, or just loved the idea of what we could be. So how do you know? With past boyfriends I never even had to question my love for them. And now after 3 years I can't tell. I know that I made the best decision of my life that's not the problem. I just wish there was a way to tell how you know when you love someone.
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