Friday, April 29, 2011

Freedom... At least for 3 weeks

I honestly don't know how I got through this last month. 
I HATE FINALS!!! 
Well anyone who says they like them are delusional, honestly. If it weren't for my roommate and my boyfriend (yes we are official) then I couldn't have done it. They read through flashcard, made me dinners, went through practice answers. Basically they were at my beck and call for the last two weeks. I don't know what I would do without them. They brought me meals when I locked myself in the library for two days and hugged me when I broke down from all the stress. 
I am lucky for the people in my life. 

We don't find out test results til 6 weeks from now. 
The waiting is pure hell. 
All I can say is I did my best and hopefully that's good enough. I have one more final tonight then it's time to let loose.
Next week is 5 days in Vegas with all the people I love. Seriously!! Monica, chris, Cassie, Tessa, the boy, Haley, and Stephanie. I cannot wait. The only thing that would make it better is if my wifey could join us. I miss her!!! 
Oh and there will be lots of scrapbooking.
After 10 pm my life will be so happy. :)

Friday, April 15, 2011

Procrastination Shows Up Again

Finals are two weeks away. Major Freak Out Mode.
I am currently taking a study break to post a blog. I blog when I should be doing other things. Oh well that's me.
Lately I have been realizing what a gift life is. People are taken way to soon. I know that some days are hard. It makes you appreciate the good ones. And the bad days usually don't last as long as the good days.
Like take for instance now. Now sucks. I am so overwhelmed and stressed with the amount of work that there is to do. But I know in the end it will be worth it. I am going be a freaking lawyer! These 4 years are going to seem like they fly by. I still can't believe how quickly college went. Now I know I will not be having near as much fun because I don't have as much free time but this is what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to help people. I want have a positive impact on people's lives. So it may suck for right now but it will get better.
Plus I have an amazing support system. I mean who has someone that offers to read 400 pages to help you figure out how to interpret criminal statutes? I am so lucky for the people that surround me and encourage me.
I can do this!!

Now that I motivated myself back to flashcards :)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

New

I'm met someone.
Someone perfect for me. Someone who understands me and gets me in a way only Cassie does. But this person is male. This person has been in my life for a while. I just never thought he was an option. He had a girlfriend. I had a boyfriend. We both happened to become single at around the same time. We intended to stay that way for a while. He was just a friend.
Then something happened and everything changed. He makes me strive to be a better person. He is an amazing person.
It makes me realize that everything happens for a reason. You learn from every relationship. You grow.
It is so scary because no one has made me feel the way he does. I don't feel like I am settling for once.
I feel so lucky to have him in my life and if it only last for a week or a year I feel content knowing him.
I can't predict what the future holds but I do know that right now in the present he is what makes me completely happy.
Plus he surprises me with Gwen Stefani shirts which helps a little :)